Confessions of a recovering depressive
The Migrant Worker Saga, continued.
It was 2:30 am. I had to work the next day. The Migrant Worker stood in the doorway as I said goodbye and thank you for a great evening. “I’ll miss you,” he said. I only smiled. As I was about to close the door, he leaned in and kissed me. It was a rough, gritty, kiss – the kind that used too much teeth and not enough affection. Or maybe he just didn’t know how to kiss well.
1:15 pm. He had just gotten off his morning shift as a bicycle delivery boy at the Italian restaurant down the street, and had to return to work for the dinner rush at 3. We were watching the Chinese equivalent of animal planet together on my couch. He puts his arms around me, and moments later we’re frantically grabbing at each other. He starts to carry me to the bed, when I ask if he has a condom.
“No,” he responds with a scoff, “I never use those.”
“Then I am not going to have sex with you until you go to the store and buy some.”
It is almost time for work. We’ll have to wait until later.
11:15 pm. He bikes with me standing in the back to the pharmacy next to the restaurant where he works. I start to walk in when I notice that he’s not following me.
“Aren’t you coming?” I ask.
“No, are you kidding? I work next door. People know me.”
“Whatever you say,” I shrug.
Inside the pharmacy are two nurses and a male customer. The store has a U shaped glass case housing most of their products, with a central island glass case showing off condoms. The male customer was half-jokingly, half angrily scolding the nurses.
“Why do you display these kinds of things right here in front for everyone to see?”
At that moment I coolly walked up to the nurses and asked to purchase a package of “those things”. The man stared at me dumbfounded. That girl is a slut. Who uses condoms anyway? Why is the girl buying the condoms? She must have AIDS. I guessed at what he was thinking.
The Migrant Worker was no where to be found. I scanned up and down the street before I noticed him on the other side. “I didn’t want people to see you walk out of there and then come home with me,” he explained.
“How do you use this thing?”
“Can’t we do it just once without it?”
“It makes me feel less pleasure, I can’t come.”
“My ex-girlfriend never made me use one.”
Despite his protests, that night I had great, protected, sex with the coolest Chinese migrant worker I know.
One Response for "Do we have to use a condom?"
Good for you, Crystal. I really enjoyed reading this sequence — I think that most likely I won’t experience anything like this in my life.
Re: your comment. I smoke very little, probably less than a pack total in my life. I also took some artistic license with that story (more than I do with most), to shorten down an ordeal of six hours where nothing much changed into a readable two posts.
I haven’t decided whether I’m writing fiction or autobiography yet. That’s probably a good topic for a post in the future, actually.
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